Limbo.

Lack of Life.

I haven’t really been posting anything for the past few days.
The reasoning behind this is that on Thursday night I had to go to a&e with suspected appendicitis. This involved an incredibly long six hours of waiting, xrays, blood tests and examinations, all to be told that I “might have appendicitis, but the symptoms aren’t severe enough to tell, so I can either go home or stay the night, but it’s okay for me to go home if I can get to the hospital if at any time I feel unwell again”.
All in all, my night was pretty shit. I was ‘nil by mouth’ since four oclock, and the only thing I’d manage to stomach that day was half a bowl of soup and two digestive biscuits.
I stupidly went to get a mcdonalds as soon as we left the hospital. (being told I couldn’t eat make me have quite startling daydreams about chicken selects. It was scary).
I thought I was good to go to work yesterday, as I wasn’t in excruciating pain or anything, but throughout the day started to feel really woozy, and kept getting rushes of panic, followed by me feeling like I was going to faint or be sick.
I then came home, had half a tin of soup, and a spring roll from my familys chinese. I then immediately vommited, and basically became a vegetable. My eyes for the past few days have been so puffy I look like Malcolm when he got posion ivy in his eyes.
I’m just so happy that Butler was here to look after me and rub my back and make me feel slightly human.
Today I’m literally going to do nothing apart from sit watching house until Butler comes back round, and then try and stomach something more than half a piece of toast.

I really hope I don’t have to go back to a&e again.